I decided to catch up on Supersize V Superskinny, and boy has it give me a reality check! Seeing the amount of what the woman ate and the size she was, made me feel ill. I know i need to change my eatting habits, and after watching that, i've decided to do the change now. I love bread, butter, mayo and cheese... not the most healthiest things to eat, and at times i could eat 6 slices of bread a day! I know it's not good, but it tasted it! This is my addiction that i need to give up, and it's going to be hard for me. I don't want to be skinny, i'm not ment to be like that, but i want to look healthy and feel it too. I love curves, i think it's an attractive, sexual look. Currently i'm a 16/18, but if i'm honest i'm swinging more to an 18, and at 5"3 it isn't good.
I started to sort out my wardrobe, sell some dresses i have on Ebay, as i've only worn some of them once. It was heartbreaking seeing that they are a size 14, all beautiful, and i could be wearing them now if i didn't let myself go. I've put them back in the wardrobe, i can't let them go just yet.
On a more arty note, i have my easle set up and ready, my paint is all sorted, just need to get the arty jucies flowing!
I started to sort out my wardrobe, sell some dresses i have on Ebay, as i've only worn some of them once. It was heartbreaking seeing that they are a size 14, all beautiful, and i could be wearing them now if i didn't let myself go. I've put them back in the wardrobe, i can't let them go just yet.
On a more arty note, i have my easle set up and ready, my paint is all sorted, just need to get the arty jucies flowing!
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